Asian family gathering, ftw.

There are people who just change you entirely

I guess I'm entirely sorry for the lack of updates, December, not only for me but for everyone else is quite a busy month. I'm sure you all agree to that. Anyway, here's the update I've been meaning to blog about.

This was during the preparation for my uncle's 50th golden birthday party. We were somehow called the "D wonder sons, nieces and nephews" why? oh god, cause we dance Nobody & Lollipop. Laugh all you want, what choice did I have?

The birthday was unforgettable, it wasn't so well planned but it still ended up to be amazing. There was 5 good things that happened: 

• I managed to get a new dress. shut up.
• I didn't get embarrassed for dancing with my 12-13 year old cousins.
• My grandmother & aunt Leah (who I haven't seen since.. well, ages) came and will be staying until March.
• My dad and mom decided that we could stay/sleep at Mangrove Paradise Resort, so we checked in.
• The birthday celebration didn't end just there but more of that later.

I didn't take pictures during the night, we slept at around 2am?

• woke up at 7am
• enjoyed the scene then went to Auntie Vangie & Uncle Noel's room
• chit chatted, took photos and prepared for breakfast
• ate breakfast. Nasi Lemak, ftw
• took out decorations from the restaurant
• went swimming for 4-5 hourse, no, I no have duh sunburn
• the last picture, after swimming and showering. 
• might be spending New Year's there.

• Dad picked us up at 12.30 from Mangrove
• sent Auntie Leah & Grandmom to Auntie Lisa's house
• went Gaydong
• Got my contacts
• Ate at Food court, Jollibee! <3 and met up with Stephy
• Saw Ht, the Chinese Mafia Boss :) (A)
• Chit-Chatted with her for an hour maybe?
• Went to Face Shop, got forced to wear Eye liner and buy an eye liner
• Ate Fondue at Swensen, TWICE
• went earring shopping
• drank Nemo while dad, Nigel and mom ate

• My baby cousins wanted to play PS3, so we slept over at there house
• slept at midnight
• chatted with Ate Cel about Ek
• doesn't the picture explain what we did? &
• The picture looks funny right? It looks like nothing changed, except the light passing through the window

• Around 3PM, we all decided to have ASIAN GATHERING at mall
• we had our dinner at food court, many many many food :3
• so, my cousins (Nate, Josh, Karen, Kathy) and I decided that we should take a photo in the booth- the one inside the Arcade, so we took a photo
• 20 minutes later we got the result and we all shared it equally
• when we showed it to the older people, they kind of.. liked it
• so the WHOLE family decided to go INSIDE the arcade
• HA HA HA, it was so funny, everyone was staring at us
• and the woman behind the desk got a little annoyed, she wouldn't even smile. fcker
• we all got one each, different pictures each
• then the last picture, uh, there's three photo's where we were at Jerudong Park (yesterday)

• we couldn't play any rides cause we arrived there at 10.30PM
• we dropped by kaling shop and bought drinks & food
• then we walked to the huge diamond place with the fountain and we took photos there
• took plenty of photos, played at playgrounds
• took MANY photos
• MANY MANY MANY photos (some ares still in the camera & with ninong [godfatherrrrr] buboy)
• after all the running around, talking, laughing, eating we decided to go home - it was nearly midnight
• before we went home of course, the younger ones (my cousins) played the human snake & ladder game, that took 10 minutes
• dropped by uncle Noel's house to get out clothes and PS3
• then went home

I'm sorry if you don't get any of the stuff or don't care about any of what I just blogged but then again I don't care what you think (A) :) kthanx. 

I might be sleeping at my Aunt Lisa's house today. :) If my parents ever get home. -.-

vee.

quick whut

Update as soon as I get home with my laptop. :(

been having tons of sleepover.

In reply to veena 's post.

• she's pretty
• she's honest
• she's witty
• she has an amazing smile
• she's funny
• she's amazing
• she's fun to be with
• she's caring
• she's her
• and  I love her for that
• she's beautiful even though she just shows 10 % of herself
• she's cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute
• and no matter what, she has an amazing personality
• and also, no one can replace her
• she might not be so tall
• or she might think she's not beautiful but she is

I JUST HAD TO. Blogged just for that.

Yesterday

• My uncles 50th birthday. GOLDEN bitch
• Slept last minute at Magrove Paradise Resort
• Phone call with Calvin Jong <3

Today

• Swam at Mangrove Resort
• sunburn -.-
• Mall with mom, Nigel & Stephy <3
• Shooppping
• Got contacts now, so hard getting used to it, no colour k?
• had to BUY and WEAR eye liner.
• Promised Stephy and mom that I wouldn't say no to there modifications
• found out that I might curl my hair before christmas.

Right now

• At my cousins house
• Had 3 days straight of family time <3
• Grandma's here btw! and auntie Leah (haven't seen her for ages)
• Playing Ps3 and shit with my cousins!
• LOVERRRR IT

At cousins house, playing. ;)
will edit tomorrow when I get home and post pictures soon.

P.S: WELCOME BACK EM SHAMS!

vee.

with a bang I go

you.

There comes a time in our life where mistakes just turn into a routine, an everyday thing and the pain doesn't affect you anymore.. but there also comes a time in a certain day in a certain moment someone comes along and turns that routine upside down. Puts a smile in our face, tells us everything is going to be just fine or if you're lucky that someone will share that pain with you. throughout it all.

2010 is coming to an end, true. Memories made, mistakes causes, life changed, dramas written but through it all each one of us gained a little some of those. Others found love, peace at heart, forgiveness, friendship and so far found.. themselves. I admit that the middle of 2010 was a very emotional time for me but as usual.. December seemed to have brought me back up.

I'm grateful for many things this year.

• friends. new friends and old friends, for growing closer and not apart.
• for love. for having to fall in, fall out and fall in between. 
• for family, for having them around. for the love they give.
• for life itself, even though I felt as if my life was suppose to be mine. I am still grateful.
• though I am ungrateful for bad results AND maths.

2011. 

• I would like to make a difference. Change someone, something small. since I've never done that..
• not be a complete failure or disappointment.
• I would really like not to falter, give up or anything.
• to achieve something. save, buy things I want and stuff I want.
• mature incredibly. 

I am grateful for my family, for they have stuck with me through it all. For not putting me down.. For forgiving me. Also grateful for friends, new and old. Despite me being an annoying and stubborn girl.. they've, you've all taught me many new things and thank you for being around through the dramas and annoying mood swings. For that I am, most grateful. For both my family and friends.

Stephanie M. Chun Mei Mei

• Thank you for the everlasting love you've given. For sticking with me even though I've been a complete and idiotic immature best friend. You've been my friend for 8 years, 2011 is our 9th year and I'm grateful for having to meet you. Always grateful. I hope you'll forgive me for anything I've done in the past or I'm going to do in the future. With you I have earned not a only a friend, not only a best friend, not only a classmate, not only a childhood friend but a sister too. :) I hope you know how amazing you are and no matter what you should'nt let anyone bring you down. You're amazing, just the way you are. I love you and Thank you again, for being there when I need you.

Lim Xin Jie

• You've been a good friend to me, for always being there when I need you. You've been someone who I can run to when I'm down and I'm grateful for that. I hope you know that too much bad words can kill, hahaha! (A) AND YES, I've given up saying so much bad words. I still love you no worries. :) Thank you for being the psycho in my life story.

Hui Tien Ngu

• boobs. boobs. boobs, why are yours so comfortable? I'm kidding, no wait, am I? 0:) I love you Tien for helping me out always, for comforting me when I'm down. Thank you for always being there, for the sarcasm you teach me everyday. Thank you for teaching me to be a tough person.

Tyler Eugene M.

• I don't get why you have to be bisexual, it's not that I don't like bisexual guys but you know me.. parents.. friends. They tend to judge and I don't want to drag you into that kind of drama. Thank you for being around during the dark times, for the sad moments. baby, I love you.

Lynne Liew

• Cookie, I love you. :) Thank you for helping out during that day.. the day I told.. yknow. ;) I'm grateful for being friends with you. For everything you've said and done for me. Thank you.

Dong Kai Ti

• BAMF. ish. (L) he's evil and he's always trying to make me unwanted but despite everything he loves me. He's always there to make joke and make me laugh but he's still a bizth. T^T makes me wanna punch him sometimes but he understands me and I'm grateful for that. Ever since the year started he's been around, helping just not showing. And bro, thank you for making me laugh and teaching me to be a wuman. ;)) YOU'RE THE BOY OUR MAMA'S WARN US ABOUT.

EK. 

• from a stranger to a classmate to friend to close friend to a guy  who became my first love. Thank you for still being my friend even though you found out the feelings I had for you. You've taught me so many things.. for everything you've said to me. Thank you for smiling at me each day and giving me a reason to get up in the morning and god.. go to school. For pushing me to study harder and try to accomplish something in my life. I've let go but I still love you.

Calvin Jong

• What can I say about you? I love your attitude. I love you strong personality. I love you. I'm sorry I've never managed to help you with your problems but you've always helped me with mine and comforted me through it all. Thank you. 

Hazimah a.k.a Ms. Donut

• Thank you for the hugs. The smiles you've given me, the stories and secrets you've shared. I've learnt a lot from you and honestly, before we became friends.. truth was, I disliked you. It wasn't a bad thing, I disliked you because people liked you for who you were (and still are). You were funny, witty, sexy, beautiful and amazingly interesting.. I guess out of envy I didn't like you but I do now okay? I love you. More than ever and it's amazing how much you've managed to stay strong all this time and I admire you for that. 

Alveena Chiuh

• I've said this so many time. I've typed it so many time. I've thought it so many time. Okay, now that sounded really weird. What I'm trying to say is, you're amazing veena. You're cute in every way, you've an amazing personality. You don't have to be anyone to impress anyone, if they don't accept you for who you are then they don't deserve to know you at all. Thank you for the endless advices, for listening to me always. I love you and I hope you never change. 

Karmina Dionisio

• I LOVE YOU. end of story. Always there when I need you, always keeping communication, bringing life in mine. Thank you. You're my rocker, my shorty my wife? loljk brah. 

Jackie Kong

• You bring light into my dark and dim life. I'm glad to have met you this year. You're funny and I love your attitude. :)

I guess I just wanted to say it for one last time. To this people who cared so much this year, for making me feel loved, cared at and important. Thank you and I love you guys for everything.

vee.

pursuit of happyness.

I'm a teenager,

I'm not anybody,

I'm not pretty,

I'm just your ordinary teenage girl and I..

I'm happy.

I'm still in pursuit of happyness.

I'm merely a 16-year-old teenager, I have mood swings, unbelievable disappointing school results, a large amount of rumors going about that I'm a lesbian, have an emo-cute-unbelievable loving friends who during the holidays' don't call but still lovely anyway and bunch of other idiotic things that a normal teenage girl has to go through. I'm normal, I hate to admit it but it's true and I have no choice but to accept that.

I'm young, immature and I don't know what I'm doing or saying most of the time. I'm sad, depressed and lonely half of the time and that's normal, I've accepted that fact. I guess what I'm trying to say is, we're teenagers, we tend to feel sad and have feelings we can't explain. It's normal, it is.

I have a baby brother and older brother (bad idea to post his picture) that love me and I love them.

Parents who never go and make me feel unloved. Only help me do nothing but find my way.

sexy sisters who help me with things I can't do. :)

two biffles that I'll shoot once I see but still love.

Friends that give a damn. 

"viel = (R)"  -Em Shams. 

"even if you do live in a cage you'd still be the most updated person ever which makes you "I-live-in-cage-with-a-super-high-tech-satellite-dont-play-play" -Ht.

"you're like music vee. you make us cry, laugh, sometimes both but you can't do that if you're always sad" -Amy.

"you're a bitch, an awesome bitch" -Ty.

Syafick. :p

except Samuel and ahem.



I love you guys.

Friends I'm glad to have come closer to this year. :')



Jackie. :)



Wen Mee and Regina, I don't know where her photo went. -.-



Muzzeh & Mirin

so I'm an average teenager but I can be anyone you make me to be. 

I suddenly had the urge to make this post because I'm slightly afraid of what people are assuming, I'm not some mental, emo girl all the time. I have reasons and I don't always tell the whole story cause you gotta admit, no one cares about what you're going through.. not unless they're really your friends. I'm not trying to offend anyone or hurt feelings but I make slight sense don't I?

And mind you, I fell in love with him. Then learnt that I should let go of him if I love him.

Whatever, I'm high.
I'm ordinary, right?
right.

I'm a rainbow, I'm a rainbow, I'm a rainbow mutherfuqcka! :))

NO UPDATED PICTURES.

I'm still grounded but it's okay.

vee.

obliviate

I'm not a freaking early bird, I'm more of a night owl. DARLING.

I was out half of the day, went for my baby brother's primary 6 graduation ceremony and that ceremony sucked. I'm not kidding and I don't mean any harm to anyone but seriously.. it's the most unplanned ceremony ever. Performances weren't that great and at the end of the ceremony one teacher, not saying who, didn't want to give the certificates. Oh mai god, so many parents complained. 

After the graduation ceremony, we went to Gaydong to watch Harry Potter 7. It was so fucking amazing, uh, not to jump into any conclusions.. we arrived there and by 1.15PM went up to the cinema. :) I wanted to cry even before the movie started. I want Part 2 to come soon but don't want it to come anyway.

When the movie ended, we went home straight away. We were super sleepy. :\  My dad, mom and baby brother wants part 2 to come soon though we are satisfied with the ending.. for now. :)

Dad: *is angry about the ceremony and keeps repeating it until we get home*

Mom: *laughs*

Me: *slaps forehead*

Mom: *keeps laughing* oblivious.

Me & Dad: *looks at each other* whut? *laughs*

Mom: *laughs* ehy, what's that again? 

Me: OBLIVIATE!

Dad: *laughs* you're mom just created a new spell. :p

We're talking spells today. My baby brother and I keep doing scenes from Harry potter 1 to the recent one. I told him that when Fred dies on Part 2.. I'll raise my phone or flashlight then cry. :(  I'm random today, thanks.

 

like this. :)

I wore thights. -.-

baby brother. 

unnecessary pictures to look at. 

hooooot

I really wish Emma and Rupert would just get married. :p

love. ♥

oh the trio. ♥♥♥

vee.

darling

it's called imagination, darling.

I must say, I'm feeling rather peachy today. I mean not very very VERY peachy but a little less emu. If you get what I mean. For some reason, the word "darling" keeps popping in my head. 

It's my baby cousins birthday today but he isn't having his usual birthday party, darling says he's 11 years old now and doesn't need a birthday party but we're still going there for lunch and dinner. He may be 11 years old but he enjoys nerf gun battles with us. :) 

editing later. 

my definition of hate; smile, wave but dislike in your heart. - Amy

Just came from the lunch and dinner thing with my cousins. My body hurts so bad, my uncle and I had a wrestling competition. I lost, he's short, I'm tall but he still beat me. It aches now, gaaaaaaaaaaaaah. We played nerf guns, PSP, played the helicopter remote thing and talked about stuff. :)) 

I'm tired, I don't have much photos. 

dad playing with us.

Birthday boy.

Kathy and Nate.

Karen.

PSP, game sharing! :)

Call of duty bebeh! 

Happy Birthday Joshua! 

I ♥ you.

vee.