get me by babe

I managed to ask dad and mom if I could use the laptop/internet today since I have no homework to do and well- as you can see, it worked. I'm utterly sad about 5 things.

1. There is a fitness test tomorrow, we'll get to that later.
2. I miss the pictures I have which are probably gonna be deleted when dad reformats my laptop. (thank god for facebook- just right now, don't ask)
3. Wasting exactly 30 minutes watching the movie skyline, which sucks.
4. That Valentine's day is the worst thing ever and it's not even a holiday!
5. Me being bipolar is a very sad thing.

1.

Yes, a fitness test tomorrow for PE and I've gained alot of weight- as in alot. The problem with having a fitness test tomorrow is not that I've put on weight but how the girls and the guys will judge when they hear it, hear it how? well, my dear readers- imagine your teacher being a speaker phone. done? yeah just about that.

Yes, why would she do- oh my god, let us all take our time and try to admire vee and her gif. It's the cutest thing ever and it's my favorite gif. Done? k, anyway- why would she do that? she is ruining our social lives.

2.

sad die me. no pictures, no nothing. my blog has been full of words and it's been boring you hasn't it? well, I don't blame you- not only you are bored of the words, I've also been bored. pfft

5.

this is me.. and my bipolar-ness. 

my gifs always have the same background it's making me crey.

I guess that's all I have to blog about.

mind = blank.

can't wait for the 20th, hope it'll be fun and for another weekend.

xx,

veetahgen.

you can't deny the truth

Blog still under construction. Read to understand why it's taking so long, skip 5 paragraphs. ;)

First day of school? meh, not bad. 

I was seriously planning on having a fresh, slightly quiet and legit year but noooo- some of my classmates are just so dumb and had to choose me as the class assistant monitor. what do you guys not get when I say "please, don't nominate or vote for me as monitor OR anything that involves class committee." 

But what is done is done and I ain't even mad. I'm just saying, it doesn't hurt to listen to me once in a while what I'm mad about is when the guys were just- let's not jump into conclusions. As you know or not, my laptop is dead and I only will use a laptop slash internet during weekends- it's no hard feelings, just a new year resolution thing and I promised to focus and make my one priority my studies. I don't wanna get caught up in other things that don't matter- lol, that's so bitchy. Read it but not in a bitchy kind of tone. 

I kicked the class doors today, what was wrong with that? The door lock itself was broken, and the people inside the class were the same people from last year- they know how bad ass I can get. People got shocked though and the guys just stared at me like whut or it's cause they didn't recognize me with the hair and all. LIKE WTF, steph and xinjie screamed- like seriously ahhhhhhh. Freaked me out, I don't know why so many people reacted to the hair style. It's just a hairstyle.. nothing different just- yeah. Though Afy said it looked like I was going to attend prom. :o DO I? DO I? DOOOOOOOOOOOOO I? most people didn't even recognize me. whuuuuuuuuuut?

Yup, then the girls and I just joked around. Talked about people and stuff- steph was so dumb at first, she had no clue who teacher chang was. Everyone knew- except her. HOW DUMB IZAT?  Then we had the whole orientation thing, people voted me as assistant monitor with with with with him. him, who I might- MIGHT still have a slight feeling for. That was one of the reason I wasn't ready to go to school but it's cool- I won't let it get the best of me. I can work it out.

Assembly was kinda okay, boring but HE HE HE, it's when; Afy, Aaron, Z and Vee went up on stage got a little interesting. I had to sit in front with him and other monitors/assistants. It was weird considering I NEVER sit front. Then yeah. Long story short, I only tell what I remember. :3

Also, sorry for privating my blog- I wanted to edit the blogskin but everything just doesn't work out for me. Simple and plain will do for now, until I get a new laptop and a non-lazy bone to partner up with my lazy bone. Unfortunately, there's school tomorrow but I'm hoping it'll go good.

I'll post pictures of today, soon. fingers crossed. ;)

much love, 
vee. x.

kicked to the corner

I haven't seen you in a long time. 

I'm not going to school tomorrow again. 

sadlife.

I miss my friends.

I miss.. god, i miss talking.

I got 53 in Chemistry.

That sucks. 

I can hear disappointment.

I love you and I miss you.

and I hope you  know that. :(

Joseph Gordon-Levitt is love.

vee.

starlit eyes

I spent 4 fucking hours. 

guess doing what.

trying to figure out why I couldn't log in msn and guess why I couldn't log in, well it's like this. Msn fucking blocked my email, why? FACEBOOK emails to many notifications.

Bloody hell.

Oh shit. I change my mind about wanting to go to school tomorrow, I seriously am changing my mind. I just.. I just ain't up for school even if we aren't going to do any studying. Plus, there's results. God, results. I don't want results at the moment. I'm stressed out with other stuffs and results are just.. please no. 

I'm not waiting for anything to happen cause let's admit it, there's nothing going to happen in our everyday lives. We're normal, teenage people unless of course drama follows you around or you attract it or just want it. whatever, I'm sorry for being a bitchy, negative person here.. I haven't meditated and I'm pissed off. Kind of.

I want to chop her tongue off. bitch. ho'. 

Anyway, I watched inception plenty of times today and I just realized that I love it and I've declared it my favorite (forever favorite) movie film. :)) I've added three new things in my addiction list. Tom Hardy, Ellen Page and Joseph Gordon-Levitt. Oh my, I drool. So now, I go crazy for: tattoos, violins, Angelina Jolie, Leonardo Dicarpio, Greek Gods, Italy, Ellen Page, Tom Hardy, Kpop, Tom Hardy, Onew and Joseph Gordon-Levitt. 

Mostly Onew, Ellen Page, Tattoos, Tom Hardy, Italy and Joseph Gordon-Levitt. <3

I have to calm the fuck down. I'm talking rubbish, it's the only way. 

favorite. <3

Ellen Page and Joseph Gordon-Levitt. 

They match, noh?

weird fact ; he was batman?

Tom Hardy!

I LOVE THIS SCENE and that part where he defies gravity. 

"Paradox" bitch.

if you want inception, you need imagination. 

thus the big gun. hee, I love Tom Hardy.

I drool. Joseph is so.. droolable? :p no such word btw.

my laptop dp. <3

I really wish. :p

I should stop before my hand scrolls to the "Insert image" button. Let's see if I wake up tomorrow. :)) Goodnight and oh. HNNNNG! 4chan sucks right? :((

you have starlit eyes. and I miss those eyes.

vee.

crash and burn

I just can't make you love me 

and it just burns my heart that you can't feel the flame.

look! from that ^...

to this ^.. 

This world must hate me.

I'm not kidding me. Sharon, Steph, X and I planned on going to mall tomorrow but everything backfired. Nothing ever goes the way I want it, I'm like jinxed or something. Anyway, my schedule is like all packed. I barely have time to spend at home, oh shit, mom and dad are gonna give me tantrums about it again.

Results results results are the only thing that's in my mind. Mom said my geography was 52% only, that's paper 1 and paper 2. shit. Don't ask me how she knows but seriously, I lost to Ong and Keng again. :((

BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUSHIT.

I emu a lot and I don't have anything to talk about. 

I want to know who. :(
vee.