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WHY HAI THERE

I wanna move house. I don't like where I'm living right now but I do love it here, lots of memories. Anyway, how  are you all doing? I'm sorry haven't been around to blog but school has just been taking all my time, I don't even have the luxury to take out my phone and snap pictures of what's been happening around me. Plus text 1 is drawing near in like 3-4 days? Kill me now.

Today was okay, my week has been pretty much been good. Nothing bad has happened but nothing good has been happening either. Today I stayed back with D. and XJ forrrrrr, fun? I actually had to help XJ during the badminton competition. :) 

It was fun, I guess.

I admit today, I kinda did have an emo moment. Blame pretty smile. It's a long story and I'd rather not talk about him. I'm trying not to think of him, it makes me miss him more. He did say "bye" today with a smile on his face and it's like echoing in my head.

I HATE IT

I'm kinda too tired to blog right now but soon okay? :)

xx

you haters can suck my longganisa

WHY HAI THERE

to much words, will you read? ;)

HEEEEEE

I need braces.

[1]

I guess today was okay, I cooked something new again. Today will probably be the last day I'm cooking for dad and baby brother since mommy's coming back tomorrow morning around 9. I'm really happy cause to be honest, I'm lost without her. I never really realized how hard it was for her, keeping track of time just so she could cook for us. Doing housework and also doing school work plus she even has time to check with our school works. 

MOM IS ALSO A UNICORN, IF YOU GET WHAT I MEAN

[2]

I can't wait for her to come back cause she has chocolates, flat tops bitches! I love flat tops, they're like the best chocolate ever. And hopefully she went shopping for other stuff which she probably did cause she always does. 

[3]

Anyway, school is about to re-open and I can't say I'm not excited cause I am. I've been stuck in the house for far to long and you're going to ask me why didn't I go out. Trust me, I would if I could- I mean, I'm not like those teenagers where daddy and mommy forbid me from hanging out with friends but like I said mom isn't around, dad has work and no one is here to take care of baby brother. Not that I'm saying I don't like taking care of him. I do.

I just, I miss my friends. I miss talking to someone my age, you have no idea how secluded my house is. I feel like some serial killer can come up to my house and murder me without anyone knowing. I'm just saying, not that anyone kills in Brunei. It's so damn peaceful here.

no idea why.

[4]

Why do we not have homecoming in Brunei? Is it cause we're British influenced and not American influenced? I have to admit, homecoming does sound fascinating, I wish we had that around here. All the school ever have are orientation which isn't even as cool as homecoming, right?

[5]

There's this person, he/she happens to be christian/catholic and he/she is so annoying. I keep telling her that my faith in god is strong and I know my relationship with him but he/she keeps insisting that I don't. That I'm to young to understand him, that I don't go to church enough, that I don't go to conferences/camps/seminars and other stuffs. He/She keeps telling me that my faith in god isn't strong but he/she's wrong cause my faith in god is stronger than hers. Doesn't mean I don't go to church doesn't mean my I don't believe in him, that he isn't around with me. I love god and I know my relationship with him- I wish he/she would just butt off.

[6]

Tell me what if there was no Viel Sia?

[7]

My respect for XiaXue went boom today, just reading her recent post about Peter Coffin made me realize

.

.

.

.

she has swag.

[8]

You seriously cannot judge a person by his/her cover, I keep telling myself that but I never seem to learn my lesson. Today I learnt it the hard way. I'm a nice person, aren't I? I don't go around backstabbing you guys right? Then why do you guys like to do that to me? 

[9]

I woke up again this morning, crying. It was about pretty smile again. I'm so stupid.

[10]

I'm glad D. is back on blogger, it's hard when you don't know where she is.

even Rachel Barry creys.

I guess that all.

I'm weird.

There will be one day where you look for me and I won't be around anymore.

I might.

xx

loser like me

WHY HAI THERE

awkward hi

The usual today, chores but I have to say today was kinda productive. I thought of loads of shit and this time I decided that I would be studying when mom comes home which is like on Friday. 

YAY

Anyway, you know how I always say "god does thing for a reason"- yeah I just suddenly remembered that I met pretty smile cause of that lion dance. The lion dance that I didn't want to go to, the lion dance that I wasn't suppose to attend but did anyway, imagine if I was placed in group A instead of B. I wouldn't have met pretty smile but I'm still not sure if it was a good thing that I met him or not. 

I'm being random, 

I've no shit. 

Tomorrow! :) 

there is a moment in life when you say to yourself "oh there he is, I've been looking for him forever." you're that person for me.

you're all I ever think about.

but you won't ever like a loser like me.

xx

unicorns brah

WHY HAI THERE

Minced chicken with mixed veggie.

Today I managed to cook my first meal, mom taught me through skype. 

WHUT I'M A UNICORN, I CAN DO SHIT BRAH

Anyway, today was the usual; wake up, do my chores, eat, shower, take care of baby brother and sit through the internet all day long. My plan to study was a complete fail, I ended up just staying online and talking to mom when I could.  Might begin tomorrow, I shall see with my mood. Test 1 is so near, oh gad.

no shit to blog about. 

while oovoo-ing with stephy. 

When your crush walks past you

me:

her:

“Lemme go talk to him & see if he likes you”

me:

her:

*starts walking towards him*

me:

can't wait for school

WHUT

xx

pretty smile

SO HI THERE

I didn't attend AFC camp/conference this year, dad didn't allow me to go cause mom wasn't gonna be around and he has no one to help him take care of my baby brother. I'm slightly sad about it but god always has reasons for everything, next year maybe. who knows right? plus, I hear she's there. UGH, I'd rather stay home and die of boredom than see her. I do miss everyone though and I really appreciate that most of them said they missed me and hope they would see me there but oh well. 

Anyway, today's actually the day mommy's leaving for Philippines and as sad as I am for her to go, I keep thinking she'll be back in 4 days anyway.

I miss her already. I'm so emotional.

judge me bitches.

Funny thing happened this afternoon though, I was having lunch with mom and somewhere our conversation- pretty smile name popped out of her mouth. I don't know how and why all of the sudden but yeah, it like went straight out of her mouth and we talked about him. Mom's are awesome, my mom's awesome. She knew and have known ever since the day I met pretty smile that I like him. 

you saw right.

mom: I told teacher Elzie that the guys you like are all nice and smart--

me: woah, woah, woah. WHUT? I don't like anyone mom

mom: *hiao face* righttttt. like you did with ek.

me: I never liked ek mom! *smiling*

mom: sure you didn't. but anyway 

me: oh *inserts story about pretty smile*

mom: *laughs*

me: but I don't like him (whut? a girl can deny)

mom: but you have a crush on him

me: *blushes* he's cute yeah. but you know I don't like him

mom: mhm, everygirl has to have a crush- otherwise they won't go to school

me: whutttt?

mom: why else do you think a girl goes to school? to find a guy. to find get crushes.

me: *laughs really hard* I'MMA TELL DAD YOU WENT TO SCHOOL ONLY TO FIND BOYS

mom: *laughs* it's true. you see, I added my high school friends and most of the guys recognized me but the girls were all "do I know you?"

me: *laughs*

Mom's so clever and she's known for a very long time but she never asked or talked about it with me. I just love her, she's amazing. 

Holiday day 4, not bad. not bad at all, I'm still bored though and have absolutely nothing to do. My hardcore studying starts tomorrow- hopefully, if I'm not lazy. I'm also still thinking about going to Shabu Shabu with D and XJ. 

sad to say I miss you.

xx

FUN FUN FUN

why hai there.

It's a fine Sunday isn't it? NOT. I'm bored and I've got zero stuff to do but no matter, I've made a list- a list of stuff to do and list of people to hate. I'm kidding, I don't hate unless they give me a reason to hate them, just a list of stuff to do during the holiday. Half of the list consist of me studying and losing phats.

Cause yesterday I was like checking my weight on the scale and my expression was totally,

I'm not even kidding, that's how I really looked like but anyway, mom's leaving tomorrow evening and that means freedom. I'm kidding! I'm going to miss her even if it's just 5 days, I've never had a day far from mommy.. I mean if I'm not in sleepovers if you get what I mean. I'm kinda excited for her to get back even though she hasn't even left. Why? she's gonna come home with plenty of flat tops- OMG and more clothes for me. 

Anyway, I went over at Tyler's at 2am in the morning and for some reason he was talking about him- I think he was stoned or something cause he never talks about him when his bimbo girlfriend is around. I kinda snapped and told him "shut your bloody vagina Tyler" WHUT? He didn't seem to notice cause he was high but whatever. 

I stole his favorite boxer.

 can't think of what to say now. LOL

xx

i'm actually a little scared of what you make me feel

THE WORLD IS OURS

I'm thankful for this year, there aren't much drama and shit. I have to say though, I'm lazier this year than I was  last year which totally sucks cause I can't do no shit right. Anyway, there have been plenty of things that have been happening ever since Sharon came to visit us during her holiday. :)

stephy and me :)

Ronny and me being retarded!

virgo's DON'T have pure minds.. 

take me and Cheryl for example. 

WE ARE NOT PURE

V for veetahgen

V for VENDETTA 

I'm sou lame

Rebecca Black reaction. HEHEHEHEHE

Our mommy for the night. TSK

WE CREEPIN' IN YER HOUSES, BE SCURRED

I love you guys. 

there are more photos but you know, laziness.

Holiday is kinda crappy. I guess cause I'm always doing the same thing over and over again. WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT? It's only been 2 days and when school re-opens test 1 starts which sucks but I just miss people and I miss him. I miss talking to people but then again I have been talking to people.. in oovoo. :P

whatever lahhhh. 

I'm terrified of this feeling that you give me. I'm pretty sure I could fall for you if I let my guard down and that,

that's what I'm most terrified of..

falling for you.

xx

when the world turns dark

you feel the empty space in my life.

I really thought that tomorrow was gonna be my day off considering I've been having a really busy schedule buttt no, as it turns out tomorrow is gonna be another busy day for me. I have the Chinese drama thing in the morning until 11 and then in the afternoon I might have to do the poster thing with the group. 

CBAI STRESS

Anyway, today was a really good day. Amazing I tell you, I mean for me and I'm just saying. And only S witnessed the whole thing X was busy during that time but she knows the story. I still smile and.. surprisingly giggle when I think about it. :} I don't usually giggle but this is just.. something I need to giggle to. 

guh, his smile was so adorable. <3

So around 1 to 3PM, I wasted my time with the band members. :) And also helped Mirawr with her article cause the editorial team after all, was having a meeting with the man. -_- speaking of that, it was so damn annoying, he kept.. ugh, forget it. 

Pictures.

CALVIN JEROME LAI'S BIRTHDAY CAKE

this all mah bitches, you got nothin' on them.

xx, 

veetahgen.

coconuts are dirty

WHY HAI THERE

I'm a tad sorry for not blogging, it's just that I'm rarely in the mood to blog and sometimes just way busy. And besides, it's not like a mountain of people read my blog for updates.

"AH DON'T LIKE IT WHEN YOU DON'T BLOG."

"why?"

"I don't know what's happening in your life, I'm rarely around to witness it you know!"

She's a stalker that's why she's saying that but I love it that she said that cause yeah- she's the reason I wanted to blog.. today. Just today. Anyway, loads have been happening and it has been one hell of a week! I meant that in a good way. There was only one spoiler today which was that bitch, she messaged me a really irritating and disrespectful message. I can't even.. I don't even. UGH

I have a reason,

but it's a secret.

• I don't remember what's been happening.
• I only remember the dreams I've been vividly been having. It's all just to clear to be a dream, I can't handle it.

Anyway, today was interesting. Especially lunch time; only two other people know why. HEHEHEHE,

 you bastards.

Way lazy to type, covering the Netball Competition tomorrow with Donut. <3 I LAIKE.

not in order.

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH. 

U MAD?

sniffer, sniffing A's jacket.

HEHEHEHE BAMF

my cousins and Jillian (the middle)

after Sunday class that day, we went over to my aunts house cause it was uncle Jun's birthday.

WE WERE SO DAMN HUNGRY

auntie Leya and her hubby.

PISS OFF MOFO

sniffersssssss, sniffing Vincents handky.

mofo so HNNNNNNNNNNNG fo' real.

1st picture was him, playing dick with D.'s umbrella.

2nd picture was him scavenging D.'s bag and trying to hide from the cam.

my fringe.

no more.

my hiao face 

and my new fringe.

P/S: ASHTON HOMLES SEXY MEAT.

xx,

veetahgen