I'm a lesbian

Hai guise.

Before you say "ee, no photos." or "so many words *scroll through* I have photos, I just haven't uploaded them yet. ;)

So stay tuned in either facebook, twitter, here or in Narnia

I wasn't gonna blog today cause I'm in a very emotional state. I'd rather not talk about it cause it's boring and it's not worth talking about anymore. So yesterday (Saturday), I went out with the Lakias; (Me, Steph, XJ, Xue Yi, Kuih and Liang Yik) we went to watch Nasi Lemak 2.0 which is by the way a very recommended movie to watch. It won't make sense but it's really a not bad movie. Rating of 8/10.


I was at Gadong around 2PM. I can't really remember what we did, pretty much just ate and chit chatted and oh did some karaoke. Karaoke was really fun. "I Love The Way You Lei" The title said. HAHAHAHA S and XJ did most of the singing cause I was happily, note "happily" talking to Potassium.

No things do not end well but we'll get to why it doesn't end well

They sang 4 songs total; Love Story, Love The Way You Lie, Baby and some random ching chong song that I have never even heard of. After the whole thing we went Face Shop and tried to put eyeliner on XJ's eyes and that did not work out well.


Movie was around 4PM, the boys were late cause they went to CC while we were left in The Mall. So we went on ahead before the guys. They arrived 5 to 8 minutes after we entered. Like I said, the movie was worth watching, really funny and the songs weren't so bad themselves.

 It's actually what I'm listening to while blogging, so much rapping going on here

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Anyway, after the movie. We felt cold so we went to Coffee Bean but didn't stay there for so long so we went on to send XJ to her "lestoran" cause the guys left earlier than us. Me and S walked back to The Mall to wait for my parents to pick us up. We bumped in to Melanie, Sarah and Steven which was totally cool cause it's been a long time since I saw them.

"Eh omg, your hair!" -Sar

"YOU LOOK LIKE A GIRL NOW!" -Mel

HAHAHAHAHAHA

"Yeah, I just noticed that I was a girl recently"

I didn't know what to say, I was like tongue tied. But S said she felt more awkward since she had no idea what to say and had to stand there doing nothing. Steve kept moving around, seriously that boy can't just stay still. Anyway our conversations consisted of "uh yeah" lol cause it felt really awkward, not knowing what to say.

"Okay, we're gonna go now cause uh yeah... THIS IS AWKWARD, I don't know what else to say. It's been so long!"

I said that and Mel said that's cause she never sees me in church anymore.

WHAT I GO EVERY SUNDAY (a) HEHOHAHU

Then we left and Steve o Steve just had to say

"AWKWARD" and laughed

Then took us awhile to be picked up so we did window shopping and shiz. Ran back to XJ's shop to get S and her shampoo. Yeah after that I'm pretty blur.

Some angmo checked out S and her ass. Hawt dayum

Anyway, I'm just stalling so that you guys (if you're bored and actually bother to read this) will have something  to read.

Then we went on to Selera Babu to eat ambuyat with Jan-Jan, tita Yian, tita Cherry and her boyfriend. Took us awhile there. Doing what? Taking photos and chit-chatting. Yup, that's pretty much what we did. Plus the service there was kinda slow since it was like a house restaurant.


Then we (tita Yian, me, my parents, Nigel and S) went to Jerudong Park. We rode with tita Yian and may I just say we had a pretty awesome topic to talk about. ;) But that was also the time where I was just crying in the backseat. And tita Yian had songs that didn't really help me at all.


We arrived there and played some cool rides. Overall we took our time there till 11 something. Sent S home and just rushed with showering so I could "sleep".


I fast forwarded and skipped stuff, oh well you prolly didn't read. ha!

bored, here are photos.

National Youth Day, so lag. I know

October 2, 2011

It's bb brother's birthday. :) He's 13 now and basically he thinks that is a bad number.
All I want him to know is, if he ever stumbles upon this is that I love him no matter what. Even though I get so pissy at him and stuff.


Happy birthday also to XJ. Sweet 16 and no party. Nevermind, when you turn 18! I'll be like 19 so we can go drinking at Kuala Lurah! HAHAHAHAHA I know there are times where I seem like I hate you completely but that's just because I care. You won't fully understand now but someday you will.

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Rasa Sayang~

I'm a bad friend. Bad everything. When my bestfriend was having a hard time, I was crying about a boy. And yesterday, about another. I feel like worthless whore. 


x, vee

I'm awesome, loljahaykay

Hai guise,

Today was one heck of a day. In my dictionary that means it was half good and half bad. Now you're asking yourself, nay, you're saying "why can't she say it straightforwardly?" WELL CAUSE I CAN

I keed.

I just wanna sound all cool. loljahaykahay

No seriously though, I don't know. I just yeah anyway I feel so damn uncool, the boys are so mean with their words. I wanna crey omfg what am I saying 

wait

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slap myself

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o haiiii~ Muiz borrowed me his Infamous 2 PS3 game and that makes me happy. O yes it does. It so does. I can't wait to play it. Uh, yeah I don't know why I'm blogging when I have totally nothing to blog about. I'm sucha freaken tail. (Look below)

But I'm here already so I should just blog even though it's gonna be quite random. Class was totally quiet today. Prolly cause Stephy wasn't in class, I'm actually a loner you see. Without her, I'm a complete wallflower. I mean from my own perspective that's how it is. Plus the others (band people) weren't around so less noise. The others were yeah speaking ching chong so I don't really mix......yeah so racist

sou hamsem

I passed my POA (43.5 over 50) WUT I am so happy that I got that kind of mark. KT got higher than me which is..........not really surprising cause he's actually kind of smarter than I am when it comes to POA. This is why I'm always asking him to study more often and to not stop studying next year (but nooooo the idiot won't listen to me or to anyone else so idgaf anymore) 

I told Lai about me having confused mixed feelings for Potassium......again. He was laughing and telling me that it's kind of really like his relationship with....what should I call her, uh, I'm just gonna call her Amber (cause it suits her personality) yeah. He told me that I should focus on something else; "like a game" He just wants me to play LoL. Everyone is forcing me to play LoL, I know you guys like it but I'm not the type to play......through the computer, I'm a PS3 kind of person so yeah

I'm high class, bruh

So anyway, I don't know what to do about the whole "mixed feelings" topic but whatever going with the flow right here. On other news, I'm getting my tattoo tomorrow. I'm so excited but kind of having a hard time whether I should put it on my; 

back (pros: no one can see it. by no one, I mean Ivan. cons: "you have to wear more sundresses" -mom I DON'T WANNA WEAR SUNDRESSES WTF)

Or my shoulder. I'm kinda feeling the shoulder more, I don't know why. (pros: I don't have to wear a sundress, yayy! cons: Ivan can see it. I want it to go all the way to my neck though)

A Little help here?

By the way, the choral speaking thing is tomorrow and I'm hoping that it'll be a nice one. Otherwise, it'll be a waste of my morning. lol so jahat but yeah..........I'm gonna see her, ugh her, ugh pui pui pui. I bet she's gonna go and kambang to her friends and gossip. ADFGHFJJKL I hope I don't snap at her there yeah just complaining.

So here are the other photos. Enjoy. I look like crap lah

Cin, Me and Cal

Cal

Cal and Cin

Me and Ray

Ray

Barry and his shoes

I don't know why I do that, with the feet and all

RAYMOND IS SO CUTE

Mom is taking forever to fix my Bershka Jersey jacket. :((((((((

JUST SAYING

People change, what do you expect.

x, vee

I miss you

Hai guise,

I'm so tired. Not mentally for once, physically. I'm so fat like no joke no fishing for compliment kind of thing. Every damn time I try to lose weight, I succeed till like 59-60kg then after a few weeks I go back to 65 THIS IS NOT COOL ADVERTISING MY WEIGHT BUT WHATEVER 

Anyway, this Saturday is not bad. No drama or whatever, that's why I like it. I'm trying to throw all negative ions (BAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH) no siriusly, I'm trying to throw it all today. And so far so good. 

POSITIVE IONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got most of my test 2 papers back and so far no fails, their all 60+ and so I'm not satisfied with my marks. I'm gonna try to get 70 to 80 on the Final exam. I need it, not for anyone but for me. So I'm adding that to my "goal in life" list. 

"LIE TO ME"

Mr. Yong said this to me so loudly today and I think it was Aiddi who said something (I can't remember lol) I don't know why but I felt so embarrassed that he said that so loudly to me. I don't know why.

ma bb

I'm gonna write something deep after this years' form 5 graduates. 

MEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHE TEASER LOL WTF AM I SAYING

I WANNA MARRY JOSEPH VINCENT. PERIOD. MY FINAL CHOICE NEVER MARRYING ANYONE ELSE

Just sayin'

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lastly.

WHY

WHY 

WHY

WHYYYYYYYYY

DO GIRLS POST THIS AS THEIR DP? SIRIUSLY IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE WTF

THIS IS JUST FOR FUN JSYK

I forgot what I wanted to really blog about. lol awkward

x, vee

long time coming

Hai guise, 

I can't stick with "why hai thur" anymore cause I don't feel comfortable saying that after month and months of not blogging (not that anyone actually reads shit from this blog) so I'll be using hai guise for now. How are you guys? I mean those who are actually still bothering to wait for me to blog.

Now I have a perfect reason to as why I haven't been blogging and that's cause of Test 2 which is now over, thank god! There has been plenty of things that happened; some good and some bad. If you follow me on twitter, then you would know but if you don't then yeah. No loss. But seriously, follow me there. I'm always on cause my phone loves twitter.

So what's been up with me? Oh plenty, I've been cutting lol not in a million years... like I said, we just finished Test 2 and I have a feeling that my Chemistry will be another fail. I don't know why I fail that subject

ACTUALLY IT'S CAUSE I SUCK AT UNDERSTANDING HEMA

I've been quite good. Especially after my Singapore trip and after turning 17. I've felt more matured. I'm starting to learn German and Greek, Still reading Greek Mythology. Taking responsibility and shit. Yup and I've tried Bungee jumping (HA I WISH) no siriusly I've been taking my education slightly serious. WOW that made me sound more dumber. I feel like I've changed though, like I say the wrong thing to people and I never feel comfortable telling stuff to pretty much anyone.

I feel infinite on most nights, depressed on some and weird/hyper on tiny days.

I keep eating chocolate and I keep growing fatter (WHAT AM I SAYING I'VE ALWAYS BEEN FAT) but WM says my face got whiter so there you have it, I grew slightly whiter and my pimples have been disappearing. My volcano come regularly sometimes even earlier and that makes me happy cause for like 2 ish years I feel like a retard and I thought that I was sick with a disease or some shite

NIALL IS SO CUTE

I wanted to post all the photos from the S'Pore trip and the birthday photos here but blogger won't upload fast and I am racing against time. So I'll post links below if you ever read this, you'll have to wait till I stop yapping. 

I have some guy stuff to talk about but lemme not bore you with those kind of thing. I'mma keep it inside and not yap about it cause my friends get tired when I talk shit about my love life

JUST SAYIN'

Singapore trip 1. & Singapore trip 2. (August 29-Sept. 2)

I'm quite sorry for posting this late. But then again, people in FB might've already saw it. 

SO YUH

got this stuff. #jsyk

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JUST CAUSE

Birthday. (Sept. 3)

Thanks to Steph, XJ and Keng for the surprise birthday celebration. I had fun.

from that cute waiter Cloud.

BBQ NIGHT W/ LAKIAS. (I don't even remember lol)

okay, that's pretty much all I have to say today.

x, vee.

HIATUS

Hi,

WOW, it's been a really long time huh? Well first off, it's been a busy and stressful--- year. I can't even begin talking about it. So today, I just came to tell you a few things. 

I won't be blogging during the holiday, probably busy losing weight with stephy and preparing for our trip to Singapore. Yes, I'm finally leaving Brunei. I'm so stoked, I can't even shut up about it. 

I'll blog more when I get back from that trip and just wanted to inform you guys that I might MIGHT MIGHT take out my cbox. See the mofokin' spammers? 

Yes. 

x

issues go away

OH HAI THUR

I'm fat. WHYYYYYYYYYYY
I love you guys

I'm tired,

of everything.

Anyway, hello. I'm sorry I always breaking my promise about blogging and stuff. I don't know why all of the sudden I became inactive with blogger. I would make up a reason but yeah. Another reason was because mom and I kind of had a fight. A big one. It took us awhile to talk and make up, it was because of PMS. 

But enough of that, I wouldn't wanna start a wrong rumor about my mom being mean or anything cause she's not. She just has bad days and so do I. Then again, everyone does.

So today was kind of messed up, just like my other days. 

I can't remember half of what happened today but I'll try my best to remember. 

I got the Harry Potter shirt we designed. It's good, not bad. Matches any kind of pants. 

and the scarf. Calvin Jong helped me buy the scarf.

Next goal: Tie

To those who have something against me, if you have a problem with me please say it straight to my face not behind me. And second what have I ever done wrong? To make people not trust me. To make them all say things about me. To take me for granted..

AH SCREW IT

I can't think. 

I have issues. Big serious issues.

I was suppose to  blog something happy like

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Form 5's who are graduating.

Yes, I was really sad while tweeting this. I don't know why I'm posting it here, just to post anything.

sorry jiji, and thank you for always not taking me for granted.

and to s and k

x

moments

WHY HAI THUR

mai lebanese so sexy

omnomnomnom

Saturday

So really hai

I didn't go to school cause I was terribly sick but no one seems to believe that because I tweeted that I went out instead of resting. I was sick, like really sick. But I went out anyone to support xinjie's dance and to surprise people who thought I wasn't gonna go. Plus, I seriously need fresh air!

Mom: "All of your friends were looking for you!"

(This makes me so happy but she's exaggerating, really she always does that but I love it when she says it anyway.)

Me: "Orly?"

Mom: "YEAH! They're asking about that thing.. later..."

Me: "yeah, the dance thing"

Mom: "you wanna go? I send you"

Me: "Really?"

Mom: "Go change, I send you"

IS THIS THE REAL LIFE OR IS THIS JUST FANTASY?

Mom never sends me anywhere last minute and neither does my dad but she sent me anyway which was kind of really weird for me. Ha. Anyway, after the dance competition...

we went to check out............

the guy in red.

HAHAHAHAHA

I just realize now that he is actually... not that bad. I know someone in church who knows him.

-le researching time-

No seriously, after the dance we went to do crazy stuff. Even went in stores to try shoes and clothes. I didn't really come out cause.. yeah, I'm a phat basturd. And we went to that Apple store and took photos. Yup

mai bebeh

wasting credit....... loljk

o mai sexy lebanese

hai

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RAWR

<3

then we ate dinner with Wen Bin, early dinner. I didn't stay long and eat much cause dad came a tad early. After dad picked me up, we went to Pasar Malam with Auntie Yian. :) I love her, she's so nice and she makes mommy do bad arse stuff.

SHH, HEHEHEHEHE

so kiuts

$1?

HEHEHE, dad looks like he doesn't wanna share

Pasar Malam was full, well, it's actually always full but yeah. I saw old CHMS students there. We ate dinner there, ate cotton candy and played those light thing you throw in the air. Yuh, we did that until 10.30am! HA. Nigel's first time in Pasar Malam.

I actually became better rather than sicker

Today

Is a very interesting day. I went to Padang with my Lebanese and Rah rah because

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I don't know because I'm cool person?

Honestly, I have no idea why I went. Maybe cause Donut was going and being around Donut makes me chill. Yes, I have different moods with different people. Like when I'm with Stephy makes me feel giddy. Yes, something like that. Anyway, I did some journalism too.. accidental journalism. The tourists were interesting and I can just interview the boys in school. 

France, City Of Love~ 

Rah, me and Donut

mai lebanese and I

New Zealand <3

Iwanttokidnapthisbabysomuch

JELLY

black and yellow, black and red, black and rainbowwwwww

loljk

booty call

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UNICORNNNNNNNNNNNNNS

like a boss

And yeah, today was simple. 

Simply Amazing.

"boobies" -Donut

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oh momma

ending with this photo

thank you for a great time Rah and Donut. 

sorry, I have insufficient words right now. 

and I'm sorry for the lack of posts.

don't take me for granted.

xx