Bi-Polar bitch coming through (:

I watched this with mom & dad this afternoon. (: I loved it, it was really funny and I felt like crying on certain parts. I find that sometimes, when people you love die. They help you find your way back home. I wish I died for a day or two, so I could see how people would be then. :p I know that's shitty but seriously! (((:

You should watch it. (: Anything with Adam Sandler is very coo`~

I'm posting loads of shit, cause as exams draw nearer. I'll have to go on hiatus and stuff. ):

I'm Bi-polar. (: I admit that. I don't know why I'm bi-polar but seriously, I just wanted to say. O:

I'm being random. ((: OH CHOCOLATES plus butter cookies.

I'm waiting. ):

Oh-Three

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How do you guys like my new skin? Is it to dark? I like it simple and all, so yeah. (: Give me comments if you don't like it! I don't mind the opinions.

Day 2- Your Crush

Dear Crush <3,>

I wish you would look me in the eyes and smile at me forever. It hurts to know that you'll forever be a crush and never more than that. ): I don't mind being friends or just strangers. As long as I get to see you from time to time, I'm okay with that. Though, I'm hoping for a day when you and I can become more than friends. (: I want you to know that I like you deeply. You'll forever have that special place in my heart and crush (: you have an amazing smile. I know you've heard it alot of times but you seriously make my day with your smile. I know there is 0.0001% chance that you'll see this but someday, someday I wish you could. <3>

Love always, your admirer.

I. FEEL. LAME! D:

Aaron, Aaron! AARONNNN! you bitch. (:

Oh-Three!

Close this book.

I love this photo. (: The Vees!

(8) I love you, and I need you. Oh I do

No matter what I do, all I think about is you. (8)

As you know, today was the closing ceremony for the trilingual month and this just means one thing. Exams are almost up and it's time for everyone to bury their faces on a book. God help me. I really don't wanna fail any subject for this exam cause dad will take ALL of my privileges and I seriously don't want him to do that. ):

The closing ceremony was really good today, fun but in way kinda... dull cause I don't know. But all the same, it was really fun. (: I got my operation waving flag reunion, even though it wasn't all of us. Maybe some other time.

I don't know how to put today in words, so I'll just post pictures and A VIDEO. I bet a thousand bucks that you'll laugh at the video. ((((: I know we all did.

Pictures!

Our handsome Sultan. (:

Fei, Mirin & XinZaii

Veena, Me & Zimah

Oh baaaaaaaaaaaaaby. (:

Muzzy & Jasmond

The one hotter than Justin Bieber. (:

Anna & Iman

Anna & Me!

When you get famous (you already are though), I'll be your number one supporter. :3

Muizz with his new hairstyle & Zimah with her asian pose!

Shirley's shoes. I can't believe I'm saying this but I WAAAAAANT!

So cute their poses. :3

Me & Afy

Thankiuuuuuuuuuuuuu Fy, for talking to me today about you know what. (: I'll try my best. I really will. :3

Me, Muzzy & Veena

The boys & Me.

Mirin, Afy & Rakin

The girls & Me.

XinZaii, Stephy, Iman & Nicole

Pretty boy. :3

Pretty guuuurl :3

HAHAHAHHA! My hands hurt from massaging Amirin, dayuuum boy. You need plenty of rest especially after all the angin in your body. O:

I'm closing this book, today ended. It'll forever be in my memories, locked and loved. <3

I'm tired. Be back again, (;

VIDEO HERE!

Last for the night

We treated love like a sport.

I'm posting rubbish right now. Every 5Minutes.

(8) you will always be my boo (8)

Change of link or Private blog?

I don't like teachers reading blogs. --' They are fucked up liars who pretend to understand then chitchat to their colleagues about what they saw. It's true, trust me. It is. I like my blogskin, kay? (:

one, if you're linking me. Please don't put VIEL. Veli obvious. ):

two, if you want to be invited in the blog. Tell mwah. (:

HAHAHAHAHAH! Dumb Aaron, Goodnight Cinderella! (:

Signing out for the last time,

Oh-Three!

Ignore this post.

It's 10PM

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And for some reason, I want to cry.

I seem to always cry every chance I get. How dumb is that?

I don't understand me.

I can help others but I can't seem to help me.

What kind of sick fuck is that?

I've seem to lost my way.

(8) you're the apple to my pie, you're the straw to my berry.

you're the one I want to marry (8)

(:

I'm bored and depressed at the same time.

What the fuck?

This is so not blogging is it?

Everyone in tumblr, people I follow are doing this in tumblr but I'll do it here.

I think Zimah did too, I hope you're not gonna get mad.

From http://leilockheart.net

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Day 1- Your Bestfriend

Dear Bestfriend,

I'm so depressed and alone. I don't know why I feel like I always want to cry. ): If you ever see this I wish you wouldn't ask me why. Just come and hug me and tell me that for now, "everything seems like nothing will work out for you but trust me. It will." And bestfriend, I know you're happy with your boyfriend and I'm not stopping you from being with him but sometimes I wish you'd ask me what's up with my life. Not my love life, just life. (: I forever love you bestfriend. No matter what. <3

Love always, your bestfriend. (:

I'm having mood swings,

damn.

Laters!

<3

I'm sleepy but I can't sleep!

Oh-Three again!

oh crap, butterflies.

what was that?

when you suddenly messaged that.

what was that fucking feeling?

oh crap, don't tell me.

Butterflies. O:

I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. I don't like you. FUUUUUUU, I don't like you.

I don't like you!

I went out with mom to buy my baju kurung which I'll be wearing tomorrow. OH GOD, please don't let me be embarrassed. I don't want people to laugh but then again I've never really cared for what others thought about me, so why start now?

While Nigel was at tuition we stopped by at Jaya but failed to find baju kurung, so we went to mall and yes we managed to find one. (: I'm gonna be wearing baju kurung from time to time. I don't care what anyone says! Then while at the mall while my mom was shopping for bags and shoes, I saw Angelina and the others came too. I couldn't stay cause mom didn't want me to plus I was really really REALLY lazy. :3 But I greeted my boy Aaron happy birthday before leaving. I didn't get to see Kinny though, as usual he was lost in action.

Anyway, I'll take plenty of pictures tomorrow. kay? I promise cause the fun is ending... again. ):

Lastly, Happy Birthday Aaron! I hope you had fun today! (: I hope you know that you have a friend in me, forever and always. I promise that lav. (((:

Aaron!

Dear Teenagers,

what the fuck are you doing? How old are you.. 15? maybe 16? Did you ever once think about how you're wasting your life away? Stop thinking about that guy that broke your heart, he's not worth it. Stop thinking about whether you look cool smoking weed or not, nobody cares. Stop sulking around and being depressed... you just need to be happy. You're only young once and this is the time where you need to have fun and forget about everything that doesn't make you happy. Fuck everyone who doesn't make you happy! Go out and have fun! this could be your last day.

Oh-Three!

forgotten.

I had that weird feeling like 15minutes ago. ): But honestly, I don't mind sometimes. I never did like the attention so whatever right?

I fucking have a massive headache, shiet. ): It hurts so badly and I wanna stay up kinda late to greet Aaron happy birthday but it seems that I won't get to since I fucking have a headache. Argh! O: Today was a fun day anyway but I guess you won't find out how fun it was. loljk (: I'm sorry I can't blog it out.

Pictures!

sweet. :3

Vee & Nick!

Amirin & Me.

I don't know why I love you (as a friend) even though you like making fun of me, marey!

My freaking wallpaper, Muizz better lanja me chocolate! :3

Sexiest woman I know!

Alveenaaaaa!

Sexiest man I know!

Amirinnnnnn!

Steven Tan being... Steven Tan!

lolttm! so cuuuuuuuuuuuuuute!

The Vees'

I beg time to pause. :\\

Muzzy & XinZaii

Especially at times that I don't wanna forget.

But it keeps moving, faster and faster.

Rakin, trying to be sad. (:

I feel violated by Aaron Bin Ah Chw! O: I'll rape you back babe. <3

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lastly!

I don't hate you but I might. (:

Oh-oh-oh- THREEE!

wicked flashbacks

Today

"Real friends tell the truth"

I didn't expect this day to be like this really. ): Z, I didn't mean to go all bossy on you. I know that I didn't have the right to say those stuff but I couldn't help it. I just wished someone did the same to me last time. You can hate me and stuff but I don't care, I'll keep getting mad at you if you try doing what you almost did today. We haven't known each other long and I didn't have and right but I won't sit around and watch you do mess your life out. It's not worth it, trust me. (kalau buat lagi z, always remember. you have friends for a reason, friends that care for you) and I wasn't mad at you to begin with.

So I didn't blog yesterday cause mom brought me along with them to Kiulap where I saw Lulu! (: We didn't really do anything but more of that later. Today choir practice was alright even thought teacher Samsiniah totally went bonkers and gave us her demon face. --' She's very VERRRY creepy when she gets mad. I'm serious. But all the same, today was fun. ((: Tomorrow is gonna be our last rehearsal.

Lunch break was also nice! Everyone ate ice-creams. <3>

I even bought Mirin an Ice-cream! while Chok bought one for Zimah. :3

The picture above was when he made everyone turn horny!

Aaron was super horny today! lolwtf! He kept trying to rape me and Zimah backstage! D: But like in what Zimah said in her blog EVERYONE WAS HORNY! Mirin was the first one who started it, with the ice-cream that I bought for him. He licked it like some porno movie. lolttm! ((((: Then, Rakin stripped his shirt while we were waiting for the rehearsal to start and damn he is hot! :p omgeebbqttm!

He's been doing so much sexy poses lately. O:

Zimah: "Are you trying to turn us on?"

Mirin: "Are you?"

looooolttm!

Zimah is my Ms.Donut & Rakin is my toy! (: <-- new toys for vee! (y)

Yeah. (: Then when everyone else went home. Rakin, me, XinZaii and Afy were left behind. We talked about LOTS of things. I got to know Afy more today! (((: And Rakin too. See how fun this day was?

Pictures today!

In this photo: Stephanie, Muzzy, XinZaii & Mirin!

Doesn't Mirin look like some korean drama actor?

Me, Rakin, Nicole!

*Ronny & Kinny! Nyahahhaa! so hiao this Rakin. :p

XinZaii, Azim & Me!

Sexy. Except the middle. :p

Vee, Me & Zimah!

Afy, Nadhirah & Me

Me, Muzzy & Nicole!

Aaron, Me, Afy & Muzzy!

Ron, napa mukamu cam ani? spasm?

Jasmond & Me!

Veena, Mira & Irene

(:

Khaleeda, Irene, Mirin, Annabelle, Rakin, Fasha,Afy, Yumni, Khairiah, XinZaii & Mu'it

Kiss me thru the phone :3

Angelina & Mirin.

Yesterday

Yesterday was our first choir practice and it was super fun! We had our wavin' flag reunion but unfortunately ; Hafidz, Sharon and Harris didn't join it. ): And we won't be preforming the song we sang during the opening. Sad right?

Muzzy dances really good! O: I was so shock that he could dance like that. And Mirin does this poses that are so yumm-eh, I'm addicted to taking pictures of him. :3 Ohhhh, if only you were taller dahleeng. I don't remember much of everything that happened on this day but I did take loads of picture, so enjoy that. (:

Pictures below, again!

XinZaii, Mira, Syuheei & Mirin!

Sexaaaay!

:3

Angelina, Steph, XinZaii, Nicole & Veena

Aaron & Muzzy

Veena & Mirin

luuuuuuuuuuuuuuulttm! O:

them dancing. :3

Nicole, Steph

and down here are the short but sexy people. Mirin & Veena

It's funny how fast we bonded.

Singing to "billionaire" by Travie Mccoy

Lastly

Aaron Chew aka baybey! (:

Happy Advance Birthday! (: you're getting older lav. To the max, older than me but don't change the way you are. I mean your humor of course, and your not alone in this world my friend.

Please don't throw that away? O: She made it for you, with all her sweat and time. Please? ): If you do, I'll throw you off from the library, kays? Love you always Aaron. (;

I wrote to Stephy & Xue Yi cause I'm coo`~ lidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!

My "apology" letter. :3

I'm so into your bestfriend Xue Yi! ): And it hurts to know that I shouldn't like him.

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): I'm remembering the past... after what happened today. with her. Everything. I forgot and now it's haunting me again. Godhelpme.

Ah Jieeee, I wish you can come tomorrow. Me & Rakin will miss you if you don't. ):

P.S: fuuuuuuuuuu-- Anthony.

Oh-Three!