July 30, 2010

Ignore this post.

It's 10PM
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And for some reason, I want to cry.
I seem to always cry every chance I get. How dumb is that?
I don't understand me.

I can help others but I can't seem to help me.
What kind of sick fuck is that?
I've seem to lost my way.

(8) you're the apple to my pie, you're the straw to my berry.
you're the one I want to marry (8)

(:

I'm bored and depressed at the same time.
What the fuck?
This is so not blogging is it?

Everyone in tumblr, people I follow are doing this in tumblr but I'll do it here.
I think Zimah did too, I hope you're not gonna get mad.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Day 1- Your Bestfriend

Dear Bestfriend,

I'm so depressed and alone. I don't know why I feel like I always want to cry. ): If you ever see this I wish you wouldn't ask me why. Just come and hug me and tell me that for now, "everything seems like nothing will work out for you but trust me. It will." And bestfriend, I know you're happy with your boyfriend and I'm not stopping you from being with him but sometimes I wish you'd ask me what's up with my life. Not my love life, just life. (: I forever love you bestfriend. No matter what. <3

Love always, your bestfriend. (:

I'm having mood swings,
damn.
Laters!
<3
I'm sleepy but I can't sleep!

Oh-Three again!