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Today, was just one of those days. Where we all try our best as teenagers to make it a better day, some end up really successful and some just end up having a very really crappy day. I ended up being in the middle- which is a sucky yet fetchy day.

what in the world am I talking about? 

FETCHY- screw you D. 

Anyway to the real story- I wanted to spend this day with the most adorable, cutest and god-like guy in school. I couldn't though cause fxck we're strangers, we don't even talk- we pass each other everyday, exchange looks from time to time and even a few smiles. I hate being strangers with him but whateverrrrrrr cause when he leaves, I won't stop being the trampy sick puppy love slutty girl in school. 

moving on.

I'm praying for S. - I don't know the whole story but yeah. OH WELL~

I'm tired. You guys don't read so let's just look at photos. 

Photos to share, some new some a week old. or a day, whatever.

vans cake

I like the expression. :}

you don't get it?

Zan's hat had the sign saying "I just got laid by" (I think? I forget)

then yeah Tien's mom was standing there!

dildo.

SOU TIRED.

xx,

veetahgen

telling the truth makes me a bitch?

Before reading.

Okay, so I really don't know what I'm suppose to be blogging about today. I'm blank as in totally, my mind has nothing in it but.. yeah. If you're not up for reading today then I suggest don't even start reading, if you're hoping for a adventurous blog post- today is not one of those days. If you don't wanna read about my love life, others love life and me missing some random people then I really literally seriously suggest that you close this. k? k.

If two people were meant to be, they'll find there way back to each other. 

no matter what.

1st.
Okay, so I did lie- I cried a little to x's post. I just get what she's going through, at least I think I do. Also recently, people have been labeling me slut. Not that most of them tell me but I can see it written on their faces. If it's because of me moving from Ek to the guy with an angelic smile, I'm sorry if you think I'm a slut for doing that but I can't help it. I'm immature and single, I'm entitled to be a slut sometimes (not that I am saying I am). Tbh, yes, I did literally love love Ek but when I wrote him that letter (yes, I did write him a letter) telling him everything I felt and that I'm literally letting go because he loves her and not me- I don't know, I just suddenly felt like the butterfly that lived inside my stomach was released or something. And I don't like the guy with an angelic smile, he's adorable and maybe yeah I do have a slight crush on him but it's just that for goodness sake and you're all suddenly labeling me slut. jeez, everyone calm you're fucking tits down-

doesn't my happiness count too? :(

2nd.
I haven't really been attentive lately, haven't been going around asking friends how they are and it's killing me cause in that period where I've been living in my own world some people have been having issues- people I usually say "hey, what's up?" or "wanna talk about it?" or "hey, you have me. you can talk to me". YES, it makes me feel like a bitch for not asking. This is who I am, there's nothing else I can do about it. So if you're reading and most likely you're not, write on my tagboard and tell me how are really are- or go formspring, go anonymous and tell me what's wrong.

cause you're happiness counts to me.

3rd.
I LOVE MY NAME. deal with it please, why do you have to go around telling people that my name sucks and it should be changed well guess what- I'm the only VIEL in this country so please just deal with how awesome my name is and stop telling people it's stupid.

4th.
People who have issues with me, should tell me upfront not stab me behind my back. You hate me, tell me. I don't mind- you're just helping me not waste my time being nice to you. 

5th.
I miss veena. I really do.

6th.
Being a teenager is hard.




xx,
veetahgen.

Happy Birthday Vans

moving on.

so sorry for the lack of updates, for once, I can actually really seriously literally tell you that I've been lazy to blog- why? cause everyday I come home and end up really tired, my legs feel like it died twice and was injected with some kind of drug that makes it all numb. it's all because of the National day dance practice, it's killing us all slowly. 

I ain't even joking.

I don't have much updates so yeah. I'd just like to specially say, 

Happy Birthday to Venessa! <3 

much love brah. xxxxxx

OH GOD, Valentine's Day is near.

I like your smile, I like you eyes. Why must you walk into my life when I've moved on from him and why now? why not before?

xx,

veetahgen.

February wonders

Hello everyone,

I edited my blogskin, can't seem to be interested in other blogskins. sucks so bad.
so yeah, yuh laike? :}

I'm sorry for the lack of updates again. I have truly underestimated this years' February, it has been quite a busy start. My schedule is so full, my time all taken- I barely have time to sit and think. Hopefully, this will go on for quite some time. I really need to keep busy this year and at the same time of course to focus on my studies. So here are some of the February events I haven't blogged about;

3rd February 2011- Open house at Stephanie and xinZaii.
I'm gonna keep this short, we got drunk, we had fun- we are young, we are free. suck tits! And yeah we watched fireworks. NOT TO FORGET, I learned alot of secrets. :}


Here are photos, some are from xinZaii herself. ;)

SOUUUUUUU CUTE. :}

my booty call, the man-whore, my guy best friend.

S and Azim.

Goh Teck and me.

my frengs advertising me- veetahgen. ;}

SEAN I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE.

the boys.

SIEW MAI

we drink. we drink!

HEHEHEHEHE :}

I LIKE TOH.

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4th February 2011- Momma's birthday. <3
Keeping it short since you won't be so interested in reading so much.
It was really fun. We ate at Pastamania and had some complications but it managed to work out then we went to Lof to buy cakes and brownies then drove to my godmother's house- we stayed there till 2.30am. Doing what you ask?


mahjong bitch.

5th February 2011- Lion dance troupe house to house trip.
one word.

AWESOME.
I don't have photos. :( sorry but I like this day, first time I met.. him.

I'm just really lazy to explain some of this stuff. sorry.
So yeah, February Wonders.

xx,
veetahgen.

February

WHY HELLO FEBRUARY.

oh shit, forever alone official month.

Yes, I know- I'm a day late with the whole "Hello February" thing but before you laugh and say.. (you're laughing right now aren't you? bitch. joking or am I?) and say "you were probably lazy as usual." I have reasons, really, I do. Actually yeah, I was kinda lazy BUT.. BUT I was also busy in you-know-where plus double time with research for Journalism Club.


Anyway, I don't have much to blog about- maybe tomorrow. yeah, tomorrow since it's Chinese New Year tomorrow. I'm still deciding whether to go to the open houses I was invited to.




xx,
veetahgen

(you watch to much gossip girl t.)
t: if two people in love were meant to be, they'll find there way back.
v: do you really believe that?
t: yes, I really do.
v: I don't.
t: yeah, well...