let it all go, it'll be alright when you do. it'll all pass, you just see.
I'm sorry for the lack of updates, so here are some updates for you. (:
who are you again?
right, just in case you forgot. read the profile, I'm vee {what people calls me} or sometimes just viel {my real name}. Yuh, I'm that girl with the dirty look on her face, the one that always notice people doing something dirty. lol, I sound like some creepy molester now. I'm sorry but it's true. I'm the most hiao-est person you'll ever meet. (:
what's up?
well, I've been very busy with my tuition gig. ;( I rarely have time to go online and tumble in tumblr or blog but I do tweet and stalk people in facebook from time to time. lololol, i'm jerking. (: but I do go on. I have to earn money since I don't get allowance from my parents {and I don't want to, cause I spend waaaaay to much}
I've also been stressed out with studies, I don't have time to do homeworks and read books anymore. ._. I'm even stressed out with other people's business. I'm weird like that. I'm still going crazy over EK cause he's... well he's EK. ;)
How's it with EK? {I bet you should skip this here cause it'll be long and lame and weird, kthx!}
Well, 10 months of trying to figure out whether it's one of those thing I usually do where I like the guy for 3 weeks then get over them well it's been yeah, 10 months since he came to school and I started liking him. I know even when I was with M. I had little feelings for him then okay. I'm not some whore or anything. I do feel like it though. ._. I tried denying so many time what can I do now right.
Ht and S think I should say it face to face, have a lil' tet-a-tet with EK and tell him how I feel. Ht says it's better to know now than later but lately everyone and I mean EVERYONE {by that I mean the guys in class} have been pairing him with many girls. wtf. I'm not jealous, I'm just saying, it hurts hearing it sometimes. X thinks it's gonna be a huge mistake if I do tell him cause he might find it weird when he doesn't feel the same and he might ignore me when I tell him. She thinks that there's 2 years, what's the rush? and I just told her that, who knows if he changes school or something.
I'm thinking though, mom said waiting is an awesome thing to do {no, I didn't tell her I liked him, wtf.} most people will probably say the same thing. He's sitting behind me now, I can't turn around cause Kt and Yk are both sitting there. ._. but he calls me alot, so it's all cool. Then today, he sat in front of me cause of Mr. P and it was cool of him. I had butterflies for 4 periods of English straight.
I'mma shut up about EK now.
seriously, you want news?
I don't have any. HEKEHEK, I can't go tomorrow for the thing Z asked me to go to cause I have tuition. I might not go on Saturday cause my parents won't send me. What can I do right? Then I don't know what to do about EK anymore. That's my news for now.
what happened today?
I just told you. EK thing and S & X hyperness. Ht also kept asking me when I was gonna tell him and S was dying of curiosity. ;b
Just a few hours ago, after dinner. Dad was stealing the M&M from the fridge and I wanted some, he's so karit.. He didn't wanna give me any! D; he made us dance and do funny stuff while mom took videos. ;b I'll see if I can steal the video from her.
That's pretty much it. Such a long post, I hope that it's enough, even though I talked about EK most of the time. I'm sorry. I can't help what I feel. :\
another post, another day.
cause it don't matter what people say, I feel what I feel for you.
Amirin's initials. ;)
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still favourite.
vee.
