I'm awesome, loljahaykay

Hai guise,

Today was one heck of a day. In my dictionary that means it was half good and half bad. Now you're asking yourself, nay, you're saying "why can't she say it straightforwardly?" WELL CAUSE I CAN

I keed.

I just wanna sound all cool. loljahaykahay

No seriously though, I don't know. I just yeah anyway I feel so damn uncool, the boys are so mean with their words. I wanna crey omfg what am I saying 

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o haiiii~ Muiz borrowed me his Infamous 2 PS3 game and that makes me happy. O yes it does. It so does. I can't wait to play it. Uh, yeah I don't know why I'm blogging when I have totally nothing to blog about. I'm sucha freaken tail. (Look below)

But I'm here already so I should just blog even though it's gonna be quite random. Class was totally quiet today. Prolly cause Stephy wasn't in class, I'm actually a loner you see. Without her, I'm a complete wallflower. I mean from my own perspective that's how it is. Plus the others (band people) weren't around so less noise. The others were yeah speaking ching chong so I don't really mix......yeah so racist

sou hamsem

I passed my POA (43.5 over 50) WUT I am so happy that I got that kind of mark. KT got higher than me which is..........not really surprising cause he's actually kind of smarter than I am when it comes to POA. This is why I'm always asking him to study more often and to not stop studying next year (but nooooo the idiot won't listen to me or to anyone else so idgaf anymore) 

I told Lai about me having confused mixed feelings for Potassium......again. He was laughing and telling me that it's kind of really like his relationship with....what should I call her, uh, I'm just gonna call her Amber (cause it suits her personality) yeah. He told me that I should focus on something else; "like a game" He just wants me to play LoL. Everyone is forcing me to play LoL, I know you guys like it but I'm not the type to play......through the computer, I'm a PS3 kind of person so yeah

I'm high class, bruh

So anyway, I don't know what to do about the whole "mixed feelings" topic but whatever going with the flow right here. On other news, I'm getting my tattoo tomorrow. I'm so excited but kind of having a hard time whether I should put it on my; 

back (pros: no one can see it. by no one, I mean Ivan. cons: "you have to wear more sundresses" -mom I DON'T WANNA WEAR SUNDRESSES WTF)

Or my shoulder. I'm kinda feeling the shoulder more, I don't know why. (pros: I don't have to wear a sundress, yayy! cons: Ivan can see it. I want it to go all the way to my neck though)

A Little help here?

By the way, the choral speaking thing is tomorrow and I'm hoping that it'll be a nice one. Otherwise, it'll be a waste of my morning. lol so jahat but yeah..........I'm gonna see her, ugh her, ugh pui pui pui. I bet she's gonna go and kambang to her friends and gossip. ADFGHFJJKL I hope I don't snap at her there yeah just complaining.

So here are the other photos. Enjoy. I look like crap lah

Cin, Me and Cal

Cal

Cal and Cin

Me and Ray

Ray

Barry and his shoes

I don't know why I do that, with the feet and all

RAYMOND IS SO CUTE

Mom is taking forever to fix my Bershka Jersey jacket. :((((((((

JUST SAYING

People change, what do you expect.

x, vee

I miss you

Hai guise,

I'm so tired. Not mentally for once, physically. I'm so fat like no joke no fishing for compliment kind of thing. Every damn time I try to lose weight, I succeed till like 59-60kg then after a few weeks I go back to 65 THIS IS NOT COOL ADVERTISING MY WEIGHT BUT WHATEVER 

Anyway, this Saturday is not bad. No drama or whatever, that's why I like it. I'm trying to throw all negative ions (BAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH) no siriusly, I'm trying to throw it all today. And so far so good. 

POSITIVE IONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got most of my test 2 papers back and so far no fails, their all 60+ and so I'm not satisfied with my marks. I'm gonna try to get 70 to 80 on the Final exam. I need it, not for anyone but for me. So I'm adding that to my "goal in life" list. 

"LIE TO ME"

Mr. Yong said this to me so loudly today and I think it was Aiddi who said something (I can't remember lol) I don't know why but I felt so embarrassed that he said that so loudly to me. I don't know why.

ma bb

I'm gonna write something deep after this years' form 5 graduates. 

MEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHE TEASER LOL WTF AM I SAYING

I WANNA MARRY JOSEPH VINCENT. PERIOD. MY FINAL CHOICE NEVER MARRYING ANYONE ELSE

Just sayin'

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lastly.

WHY

WHY 

WHY

WHYYYYYYYYY

DO GIRLS POST THIS AS THEIR DP? SIRIUSLY IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE WTF

THIS IS JUST FOR FUN JSYK

I forgot what I wanted to really blog about. lol awkward

x, vee

long time coming

Hai guise, 

I can't stick with "why hai thur" anymore cause I don't feel comfortable saying that after month and months of not blogging (not that anyone actually reads shit from this blog) so I'll be using hai guise for now. How are you guys? I mean those who are actually still bothering to wait for me to blog.

Now I have a perfect reason to as why I haven't been blogging and that's cause of Test 2 which is now over, thank god! There has been plenty of things that happened; some good and some bad. If you follow me on twitter, then you would know but if you don't then yeah. No loss. But seriously, follow me there. I'm always on cause my phone loves twitter.

So what's been up with me? Oh plenty, I've been cutting lol not in a million years... like I said, we just finished Test 2 and I have a feeling that my Chemistry will be another fail. I don't know why I fail that subject

ACTUALLY IT'S CAUSE I SUCK AT UNDERSTANDING HEMA

I've been quite good. Especially after my Singapore trip and after turning 17. I've felt more matured. I'm starting to learn German and Greek, Still reading Greek Mythology. Taking responsibility and shit. Yup and I've tried Bungee jumping (HA I WISH) no siriusly I've been taking my education slightly serious. WOW that made me sound more dumber. I feel like I've changed though, like I say the wrong thing to people and I never feel comfortable telling stuff to pretty much anyone.

I feel infinite on most nights, depressed on some and weird/hyper on tiny days.

I keep eating chocolate and I keep growing fatter (WHAT AM I SAYING I'VE ALWAYS BEEN FAT) but WM says my face got whiter so there you have it, I grew slightly whiter and my pimples have been disappearing. My volcano come regularly sometimes even earlier and that makes me happy cause for like 2 ish years I feel like a retard and I thought that I was sick with a disease or some shite

NIALL IS SO CUTE

I wanted to post all the photos from the S'Pore trip and the birthday photos here but blogger won't upload fast and I am racing against time. So I'll post links below if you ever read this, you'll have to wait till I stop yapping. 

I have some guy stuff to talk about but lemme not bore you with those kind of thing. I'mma keep it inside and not yap about it cause my friends get tired when I talk shit about my love life

JUST SAYIN'

Singapore trip 1. & Singapore trip 2. (August 29-Sept. 2)

I'm quite sorry for posting this late. But then again, people in FB might've already saw it. 

SO YUH

got this stuff. #jsyk

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JUST CAUSE

Birthday. (Sept. 3)

Thanks to Steph, XJ and Keng for the surprise birthday celebration. I had fun.

from that cute waiter Cloud.

BBQ NIGHT W/ LAKIAS. (I don't even remember lol)

okay, that's pretty much all I have to say today.

x, vee.