Don't expect to much, it might just disappoint you.
First things first, my previous post did not refer to Ht. It doesn't refer to anyone in my school or people I talk to everyday. It's someone else and I just wanted to clear that one up, if you don't believe me then I won't argue but sorry if you think that way. Secondly, how's your Sunday going so far? Mine's okay but A had to go and ruin it by asking shit and saying bunch of fuck. ._.
I've been swearing alot lately and I mean ALOT. I don't like it, I haven't had confessions in church in a while, I need to go like soon but I don't have the luxury to go. My time is being taken away by studies, tuition and chores. I know you're wondering and probably wanting to ask/say "then how the hell do you have time to update twitter, facebook, tumblr and blogspot right here?" well, for those who are actually wondering I only update when I feel like updating but the thing is when I wanna update I don't have the time and when I don't wanna I have time. It's like shit. #random
I don't have much to update about, if it's about EK, I really really don't have anything to update about. If it's about my life, this whole page will be full with emo rants. I'm a bitch you know. I bitch about alot of bitch and hey, it's not my fault I'm a bitch.
The truth about me.
I'm not the type of girl guys fall for, I'm not pretty or intelligent. I'm not the most popular and most amazing girl around. I don't wear sexy outfits cause hey, I'm not sexy. Most people think of me as some kind of tomboy or lesbian and they think I have a heart like a rock. I'm always happy go lucky and jolly so they think I'm always happy. When I get sad or depressed they say that I'm not type of girl and laugh at me like I'm not obliged to be sad. I'm only human and I have the right to get sad or depressed too. ;( I cry everyday without letting others know because they don't help me at all. I get hugs and 'it's okay' but sometimes I'd like the same reply that I ALWAYS give you. I don't ask for much but sometimes I wish for some. And sometimes I think of suicide when things get to much hurtful for me. I don't like looking weak in front of others but inside I'm hurting alot. I love my friends but sometimes I can hate them too but I could never for a long period of time, I'm a hypocrite when I say I don't like people who emo cause I myself is an emo.
I'm not saying this to get attention or to hurt feelings. I just needed to let it out.
WTF, SO EARLY, SO EMO. ._. <--- T
I'll update if I've got something today.
cause you burnt me with those words and you whispered words to her with lips like an angel.
I need a hug. and I need it quick. ;(( I want someone to hit me on the head and say stop saying bullshits.
vee.
