September 30, 2010

oh cicak.

it's something that killing me inside and It hurts even more knowing that i can never tell you


Happy CICAK day, teachers! 
Thank you for the hard work. Thank you for putting up with all of us and for continuing to do so, we are forever grateful even if you guys are always mean and torturing us. Thank you so much. (:


I'm so exhausted! ._. I'm like, 'shit! should I blog?' Today was an awfully long day full of fun, stress and drama. Oh drama. Anyway, before that. As you know today was the performance thing we had for the teachers. 


I arrived at school around at 6.45am cause mom and I were searching for a dress to wear. ._. took ages to find one that made me look like a teacher. I felt so old just by wearing it. I'm like FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. When I arrived at school, the first thing I did was discreetly walk the hallway cause I hate it when people see me wear a dress and go 'OH.MY.GOD! is that VIEL!?' ._. it's annoying! I know, I suck wearing dress. thank you for clarifying bitch.


I stood at the door and peaked just so I can find X and ended up going inside, first thing I head was 'WOW, VIEL look like teacher!' that was from Jonathan and then EK was like '*stares* you look like you're going to a wedding. *slyly smiles*' Pft, then we waited for the others to come. 


*skips here cause I don't remember, :p*


We headed for canteen after informing teacher Matthew about marking us present for his class, I had to leave EK. ): I am utterly sad that I didn't get to talk to him for a long time today, I sat with him by the way. Yesterday, ehehehehe. :3 then this morning he borrowed my phone for some reason, he's always doing that. 


Then we all met up there, Jackie and the rest of the gang came. You guys looked like waiters and waitresses. Then we took photos and decided we wanted to practice. { I'm cutting some stories, sorry! Go to Jackie's wordpress for more summarized story. } Then we improved our dance, just needed to shake a lil' more. (: After improving our dance, we dispersed and some went to places. I and some of the others went to the canteen to wait for time to pass but got bored after an hour or so and went in to watch the whole performance. :3 


There were really cool moments while the program was on-going. The other performances were amazing, some were so cute and some were just plain funny. { mostly H shaking his ass and trying to belly dance. } oh, how I will not forget. EHEKX. ._. wtf? Then we had our performance, it was okie okie lah, we had mistakes but people barely noticed! puh-lease, only M was so fucking retarded to say 'boo' but people still said 'woo'. SUCK THAT! ._. I seriously am hating on him for doing that, it made the group feel down and embarrassed. ): 


Don't listen to what anyone says, YOU GUYS DID AMAZING! <3 Okie? Jackie did an amazing job and we had fun, met new friends and made good memories.


After that, yeah we { me, S and X } went back to class cause S kept forcing me to give kisses { the chocolates! } to EK. <3  I didn't dare to give it to him. ): I was so paiseh okay! And it's not like there's a possibility for us.

Mixed photos. (:


 Wen Mee and Me!


 Regina and Me!


 Em Shams, Steph, Me and xinZaii

 Vee

 Before performance. (:









 Backstage, GT. 

 Steph and miss-sexy-hair Zanna


 you can only guess who this sexy person is. :3




 D for DONUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT not deepshit. <3


 A trying on my shoes. (:  such small feet. 

 Ugly ugly, guly. ._. 



 CinderVIELA wizzah bling bling!


 one blind libra

then a zimah comes along with strength to carry on~ (8)
or you want rap? :p
 the world is bigger than you and me, but no matter whut people gonna say
"Em Shams, Em Shams, whatchu gonna do? whatchu gonna do if she comes for you!"

 NICO's table! :o 
{bottom and top photo}


Jackie! <3 Awesome and amazing. We all love you just the way you are Jackie and no matter what people say about you, to us, you're always gonna be Jackie! 

After the whole thing in school mom, tcher Aileen, tcher Jane and I went to mall cause they wanted to hang out. ._. I was so fucking tired and she wanted me to go to mall with them, I was still wearing the dress and the shoes. I felt so uncomfortable! :o I was like 'shit, shit, shit' and not to mention people kept staring at me. They were probably wondering whether I was the daughter or sister or what. ._. OHMG! I no like that. 

We walked around, window shopped and planned what mom and I are gonna be buying the next time we come back to mall. I found great cardigans in iTop, pants at Hotwinds and Bingo, shirts at Giordano. I've also ordered from Natasha. <3 AMEN! I've turned gay I tell you. ._.

 Met Karyn at Best Eastern, doesn't she look sexy? :o 
Happy Belated by the way, I love you Karyn! <3


 Mom trying out shades. she kept moving and she didn't know I was taking the photos. :3



We ate at Sweet Recipe at 4PM. thank god cause I didn't eat lunch yet. ): I was so hungry. Nigel and X's birthday is on Saturday! I'm so excited. 

._. addicted to this emoticon. 

I'm done by the way. I'm sure you're satisfied with this post right? (: Thanks for reading! And to the glee peeps, you guys did great again.


I can't let one moment with you pass by, cause you're only one and someday, you will be we. Someday's now.

vee